>sighs in relief<

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But nonetheless... I think it is good to one of these days get a full checkup and see 'how I'm doing' lol. Hormones, cholesterol, minerals, bone density... Although... the doctor might tell me I need to gain weight. Maybe I'll just go in some baggy sweater and get the results first, without telling him anything about my diet.
I am just trying to find out what is healthy for my body and since I like to be thin, I want to know where the line is between being healthy and being too skinny, without going by the standard guidelines. Wai herself mentions that the official nutrient recommendations are incorrect, that our bodies can increase or decrease uptake of nutrients from our food.
I am just trying to be skinny yet healthy... if that is possible. For women this is so confusing... in the media there's all these skinny girls who seem to be doing fine, yet they are supposedly dangerously underweight. According to BMI standards, I would now be anorexic, but I don't think I am anorexic at all. I would never want to be too skinny or keep losing weight until I would die. Some people think that if a person is interested in being fit and slim, they have an eating disorder... but to me that just means making the most of what you have to work with and enjoying yourself and your life to the fullest. Taking care of your health and your body is viewed as abnormal behavior or something. Besides, maybe I don't eat that much, but it sure has been a LOT worse at other times in my life. I am actually proud of how much I am eating. You all should be cheering for me lol. I know there are a lot of skinny girls who do not eat as much as I do, who are skinny using all the wrong methods. I am really glad that I have showed to myself that in order to lose a few lbs of fat I do NOT have to starve myself or stay away from my favorite foods (that happen to be avocados, salmon and egg yolks) or exercise excessively. I am constantly telling myself not to ever have an empty stomach and to eat enough and work with my body instead of against it.
I do believe that a lot of people could be skinny and unhealthy because of having unhealthy diets, but on this diet and with this knowledge that Wai has provided, I am going to try to be skinny yet healthy and eat enough.
What if most adverse affects related to underweight have to do with people having bad and unbalanced diets in the first place? Of course your heart is gonna suffer if all you eat is grapes and lettuce or you vomit after every meal. That is not what made me thin though.