Oscar, are you completely munch food free 100% of the time? If so, that is really terrific! From my heart I mean this.
As we've just learned from RRM, he still drink espresso, sometimes. I'm actually comforted by this. Not that I want him drinking it, and I'm blessed I guess that I have given up coffee without too much trouble. Weirdly, I heat up a a mug of water in the morning and sip it just like I did with coffee. Sure, it's not coffee, but it's clean and hot and is working.
dadasarah, if your coffee addiction is making you bleed, you have to stop. You have to find a way to stop. If you need a pm buddy to help you stop, then pm me. Believe me I have a set of problems I struggle with, and I want to be healthy, mentally and physically. Not easy, yes?
Cold turkey. Water only. Start tomorrow of if you need to pm me please do.
Best wishes,
Avalon